It’s been 170 days since I wrote anything unless you count the note in my phone about the afternoon I felt our baby kick and then saw an owl in the tree the night before the moving truck arrived.
For whatever reason, suffering from infertility is so isolating. I have a story very similar to yours, and I am so happy for you. And I'm glad the urge to write is coming back -- I look forward to reading more.
“And yet that peace doesn’t erase the version of myself that had to exist in order to get here. I still cry for her. I still cry for those who haven’t reached this version of their story yet.”
As a fellow IVF mom, this excerpt was profound. Beautiful job articulating this unending ache. I feel the same. Also, thanks for writing the piece about IVF and the SBC. My husband and I were both raised in Baptists churches and it’s been so hurtful processing their stance. But it helps to know we are not alone. Congratulations on your pregnancy!
Ohhh so happy for you Kayti!!! 🥰 And I’m on a very similar journey … 22 weeks with our IVF babe – and in the middle of a move right now.
“And yet that peace doesn’t erase the version of myself that had to exist in order to get here.” Ooof I’ll be chewing on that. Looking forward to reading more of your work 💖
Such a beautiful essay. That feeling of transition, loss, and hope for the future moved me. Also that guttural ache to write to find a sense of grounding. Thank you so much for sharing your experience! It's inspired me to write again as well.
Note to future self: don't read Kayti's writing at 5:58 AM unless you want to sob at 5:58 AM. Thank you for everything you share with us. If you took a break from writing for 20 years, you'd always be a writer in my eyes. <3
Beautiful. You are a writer and a mother and an inspiration. Take all the time to experience the depth of change that comes from witnessing your two bodies transform and grow. 🩷
as always, I loved reading this so much, but god your words sparkle extra when you are in that middle-space, and it’s beautiful to witness. the paragraph starting with “five days after” is particularly powerful. just so happy for you, continually. 🧡
For whatever reason, suffering from infertility is so isolating. I have a story very similar to yours, and I am so happy for you. And I'm glad the urge to write is coming back -- I look forward to reading more.
Thanks for reading, Nicole. Infertility is so hard/unfair, and I'm sorry you have a similar story. Sending you love xo
“And yet that peace doesn’t erase the version of myself that had to exist in order to get here. I still cry for her. I still cry for those who haven’t reached this version of their story yet.”
As a fellow IVF mom, this excerpt was profound. Beautiful job articulating this unending ache. I feel the same. Also, thanks for writing the piece about IVF and the SBC. My husband and I were both raised in Baptists churches and it’s been so hurtful processing their stance. But it helps to know we are not alone. Congratulations on your pregnancy!
Thanks for your comment Kristina - sending solidarity and it’s always so validating to know others have had these same thoughts/experiences ❤️
Ohhh so happy for you Kayti!!! 🥰 And I’m on a very similar journey … 22 weeks with our IVF babe – and in the middle of a move right now.
“And yet that peace doesn’t erase the version of myself that had to exist in order to get here.” Ooof I’ll be chewing on that. Looking forward to reading more of your work 💖
Congrats Kayla! Also godspeed with the move ❤️
Such a beautiful essay. That feeling of transition, loss, and hope for the future moved me. Also that guttural ache to write to find a sense of grounding. Thank you so much for sharing your experience! It's inspired me to write again as well.
Note to future self: don't read Kayti's writing at 5:58 AM unless you want to sob at 5:58 AM. Thank you for everything you share with us. If you took a break from writing for 20 years, you'd always be a writer in my eyes. <3
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I’m so happy for you!!!! 🥰
Congratulations!! This announcement is a joyous triumph. I pray for a safe pregnancy and delivery for you and your child. <3
Thank you!!
Beautiful. You are a writer and a mother and an inspiration. Take all the time to experience the depth of change that comes from witnessing your two bodies transform and grow. 🩷
Thank you, Belle ❤️
Congratulations!! This is a beautiful piece—I’ve enjoyed reading so many of your posts. Thank you for sharing your journey. 😊
Thanks so much, Britta xo
CONGRATULATIONS!! And yes, I'm screaming. You have an exciting future of writing ahead of you because of motherhood.
I hope so!! Thank you! xo
Lovely words. I am happy for you and totally understand the instinct to stay still and quiet and marvel at what’s going on inside you.
Such a beautiful piece Kayti, how I’ve missed your words. Wishing you every happiness for this next chapter ahead x
This is such happy news 😊 enjoy and savour every moment ;)
Such joyful news! Remember to give yourself grace tomorrow and all the tomorrows after... 💛
What’s next !? Magic. Pure and simple. Your belly will grow along with your breasts and maybe a bit of swelling feet. She” 🌹 “ will sleep in
You . Waking to push a hand , elbow or leg to assure you’re as one. No need to be anxious . Birth is exciting . It’s safe. Revel in the glory.
as always, I loved reading this so much, but god your words sparkle extra when you are in that middle-space, and it’s beautiful to witness. the paragraph starting with “five days after” is particularly powerful. just so happy for you, continually. 🧡
Your feedback always means so much 🧡🥹